2.16.2009

Program Shock

Do you ever heard of Culture Shock before?

For me it's more like Program Shock!!

Why?

Because I never imagined me being a teacher/lecturer before. Suddenly, changing Program, and with lack of confidence and inexperience in teaching, it surely is a sudden shock for me! Bummer!!

The experience that I gained from FASS is more likely different in SHBIE Environment. I really need to build up my confidence and need more practice in my communication skills. FYI, I really not that kind of person who speaks fluently in English and more to Malay.

I just did my presentation on MOT of Geography tadi, seeing the other groups presenting tadi, really made me nervous, nervous tahap babi trabang, and I think my presentation is the worst and to be honest, I really not the teaching type of person. This is a new thing for me, as I said Program Shock!! I, myself really don't like the way I present. Gila jua tu, low self esteem berabis!!

I really think I let down my group tadi when I presenting. I can feel the intensity from them. I can see from hisS face *spot the sarcasm letter S there* Sorry if I let you guys down!!


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